Friday, December 13, 2013

What he does.

He looks at me when I'm not looking at him in math. I turn my head around to look at the back once in a while, just to see if he's starring at me. Most of the time he is. When I text him he doesn't reply a lot like he use to do. He only replies when I ask him a question. Before we moved seats in math I sat behind him and to the side. Every once in a while i would see him looking at me from the corner of his eyes, or he would turn his head around and look at me directly. Then I would notice and we would both look back at the board in front of the room. When he takes a test he takes his glasses off. Today we had an assembly in school, for advanced chorus strings and band. I saw him and I'm pretty sure he saw me too. I tried to make look like I didn't see him, and make it look like I was just watching the performance. But each time I snuck a peak at him there he was, just starring at me. The whole time, as if he's just looking at something you usually look at. He would look around other people just to see me. I was in the group with the seventh graders when they were watching the performance. I'm in eighth grade, so I was suppose to be in the eighth grade group. But I didn't, because the class I had at the time had mostly seventh graders, so our teacher made us go with the seventh grade group. During gym he sits three spaces behind me, while my friend sits beside me. His best friend sits in front of him. I never know if he looks at me in gym, because I can't turn around and look. When we do warm ups in gym I go second, he goes fifth. It feels weird when your running in front of a guy you like, and he likes you back.

Him and school

He's in my gym class and my algebra class. He's better than me in running weight lifting and smarter. When we do the mile test he always beats me with a better time and he isn't breathing as hard as I am.    In the weight lifting unit he lifts more than me. I'm usually better than guys my age in weight lifting, but I just can't beat him. On the pacer test he's better, he gets 20 more than I do. I'm better than him in push ups and curl ups. A few days ago we did the curl up test I got 80 which is the max and he got 60. I was happy I got more, but I was confused why he got a low score. In the push ups I get at least 5 then everyone. But with him, he gets close to my score. He's smarter in math than I am, he gets all a's on tests. He can solve a problem quickly. He's the first to finish a test. I really wish I could catch up to him.

Him and Halloween

At the moment I'm trying to figure out my life. Who I like. If I need to like anyone. I do have one person in my mind, and I know he likes me. I went trick or treating with him and others. We were doing an Alice in wonderland theme, and I was the rabbit. After the first few minutes we got separated, and I was alone with him for a little. We met two high schoolers, so we just hung out with them the whole time. One of them was a stick man, and the other one was Robin Hood. The one that was stick man had a younger brother and he was in one of my classes. I had bunny ears that I got from a store and they we're playboy ears. They were the only good ones. I remember that they were teasing me calling me sexy bunny as a joke. We had a lot of fun, but I was worried about the others. They were a group of girls alone without a phone. I shot one of arrows that Robin Hood was carrying. I shot it at random, and when I shot it it went in between his legs. We got to his house and I met his parents, and his dog. We asked them if they saw the others but they didn't. It was getting late so we to go back so my mom could pick me up. So we said goodbye to the two high schoolers, and walked towards our friends house. Then my nose just started to randomly bleed, I was so embarrassed. Thankfully I had a second pillow case. So we kept walking towards the house. We talked about my brother and how he was in the army, then we talked about his family. Then we got back to the house. We said good bye and he went home. The next day my friend was mad at me and I begged her to forgive me and she finally said ok.